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Saturday, August 30, 2008 @ 8:03:00 PM

Our frenship, is dat realli dat weak? juz bcox of maple? de gap between us juz become bigger? wat did i do? dat make ur so bu shuang? i wann to noe de reason WHY.

YES i did chiong overboard but dat time is onli for zak and i noe dat i chiong veri slow. i did wait for ur i aso help to train YC char rite? i did nortt say dat i bu shuang dat i hav to wait for ur cox i noe dat its my fault at first to overtrain. dhen on thurs i was doing my art. is my bro who was playing my char. i dunno where he went and where he bring me. but i noe nothing. i was doing my art. i promise euu dat i will nortt lv i will stop at lv 172 and i told my bro nortt to lv my char. and yes he listened to me but seriously i did nortt CLOCK NEVER! my bro juz brought me dere out of curiousity and i dunno dat YC so zhun juz track until me dat i was in de clock map. lata dhen i found out. i do my art until 10.30p.m. and i haven eat my dinner.

lata when i told YC nortt to overtrain, i found out dat euu r angry. wat exactly euu r bu shuang at. last time u all aso chiong over me and i noe dat euu did wait for me. though i trained overboard but at least i did stop. i dunno dat euu will bu shuang if i had noe dat i would hav stop everything.

Hatred is all euu hav in our frenship? wat exactly has happened to out frenship? wat can i do? maybe euu r starting to hate me. i dunno... i juz don't understand... maybe i am juz xtra between de two of u..maybe i should juz end tis if tis frenship is onli for hatred... nobody juz wann to be my fren. from primary sch till now i have never had a good frenship. maybe i should juz die and maybe nobody will grieve for me except for my family...


Friday, August 22, 2008 @ 9:01:00 PM

yo-shii! here to update again... watched olympics again nias. singapore lose again >< tis few days have been downloading maple but failed...damm slow. i wann play maple wib my sis! school was back to normal and was fun yeah... juz dat today gort bak maths paper wib marks of 30/40... zhun zhun 75 marks A1... sure kena scold by parents again... don't even dare to let them sign i am waiting until sunday dhen show them de paper =X all de careless mistake dat i made and dat noob ms neo didn't go thru de quadratics equation test paper dhen de qns dat i dunno how to do all came out... stunned... hopeless.. study no use de... now i c no point in studying it doesn't work at all... alright enuf of dat.. looking forward to monday cox can get back test paper though i noe dat de marks will nortt look good... siian narhhs I WANN PLAY MAPLE!


Thursday, August 21, 2008 @ 2:46:00 PM

2 weeks since my last post... finally here to update but now here, onli update on de sad things...
yea tis week suxs
didn't talk a lot tis week in school..
everything happened in tis week
friendship went wrong, common test and de results..
but thats is onli for me, my thoughts
feeling more and more lonely everyday
and till today, i cried in school in silence and i guess nobody noes it
u all may think dat i emo but dat is nortt always true
i dunno why you get de idea dat i came to school veri bu shuang
but de fact is i didn't.
you played and chat with her everyday everytime
leaving me sitting in front, looking in de space
deres nth i can do to stop euu
cox i cannot control ur actions and mouth
i heard two of ur de laughters i get angry.
but i still sat in silence.
when the two of you talk to me
yes i response but sometimes with onli a word
when ur played with me,
sometimes i did not laugh cox i juz can't laugh out loud.
i am shutting myself up.
i hate to be lyk dat and i hate tis things to happen
i closed one eye to it and did not care
but today i can't stand it anymore
i did not talk to you all
but still,
you two seems nortt to care
continued with ur playing and laughters
de more i heard dat euu r playing and ur laughters,
de more i feel lyk crying
i feel so lefted out,
going to be a loner
i hate to be lonely.
i experienced it b4 and i hate dat
realli it SUXS..
but aft school euu talk to me
and i know de reason
maybe i hav misunderstood you
but i juz can't help it
I'M SORRY TOO
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today, i cried mostly is becox of dat but another reason is dat my history results simply suxs lyk shit. i study hard for it. i memorised all de chapters but seems dat it doesn't work at all. i gortt trick by de compare and contrast question i thought the question say to compare de content but it is nortt. i passed but with low marks. i regret it... i wann to do better... de stress dat my parents gave me but i am willing to study hard so dat i will not see de disappointment in their face now i have a bad omen dat my maths results will be bad too... i'm hopeless...


Monday, August 4, 2008 @ 4:29:00 PM

1. The person who last tagged you is:Crystal (on msn), tagged to do this quiz.
2. Your relationship with her/him is: Besties!
3. Your five impressions of her/him:
· Cheerful
· Hyperactive(sometimes)
· mad fan of anime/manga
· sociable
· lyk psp-ing
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you:
Alot of things?

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you:
hmm... "sorry"?

6. If he/she become your lover, you will:
o.O guess nortt =X ( she hav gortt lots of baobeis and laopos.... <-- filrt rite? l0lx jkjk xDD) 7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be: Don't cry so easily ( always scare me when she cries...) 8. If he/she become your enemy, you will: try my veri veri best to be frens wib her again =X 9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be: I'm annoying? 10. The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is: Buy a nice b`dae gift for her 11. Your overall impression of him/her is: Cheerful girl 12. How you think people around you will feel about you: well in sch mayb will be quiet N anti-social? but well when it is outside i guess i am talkative luhhs :D 13. The characters you love of yourself are: nothing much? i don't realli undersand myself... 14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are: anti-social, shy, cry easily(ur may not have seen it o.o) 15. The most ideal person you want to be is: don't realli noe but i guess i onli wann to be more sociable =X 16. For people that care and like you, say something to them: thanks i realli appreciated it :D 17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you: 1. Keionn 2. Crystal 3. Yuncai 4. Waiteng 5. Chinghan 6. Ruiqi 7. Siling 8. Kristine 9. Weiting 10. Huixian 18. Who is no.6 having relationship with? [Ruiqi] Hmm...dunno or maybe dun hav? 19. Is no.9 a male or female? [Weiting] Female of course :) 20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? [Siling & Huixian] they don't noe each other and they are nortt les :x o.o Where on earth is question 21? o.o 22. What is no.2 studying about? [Crystal] Studying about animes and manga? o.O 23. When was the last time you had a chat with no. 3? [Yuncai] today, when we are walking bak home :) 24. What kind of music band does no.8 like? [Kristine] Dunno o.o 25. Does no.1 have any siblings? [Keionn] 2 younger brother 26. Will you woo no.3? [Yuncai] of course nortt we r best frens wib crystal :D and we r nortt les -.-" 27. How about no.7? [Siling] nope.. sumone is woo-ing her? 28. Is no.4 single? [Waiteng] dunno luhhs o.o 29. What is the surname of no.5? [Chinghan] Lim :) 30. What's the hobby of no.4? [Waiteng] dunno 31. Does no.5 and 9 get along well? [Chinghan N Weiting] dunno but they do noe each other during trip to china? 32. Where is no.2 studying at? [Crystal] same asme YCSS~~~ 33. Talk something casually about no.1: [Keionn] Mad fan on L and bleach xDD well same as previous quiz .... kaes updated!


@ 3:50:00 PM

1. The person who last tagged you is:WT, tagged to do this quiz.
2. Your relationship with her/him is: Frens :)
3. Your five impressions of her/him:
· sarcastism
· makes a gd fren :)
· Good at drawing ( anime characters?)
· (sorries T.T i realli didn't noe euu well =X)
·
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you:
Nth i guess? o.o
5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you:
My panda eyes LOL xDD

6. If he/she become your lover, you will:
o.O guess nortt =X

7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be:
Hmm... nothing barhhs :)

8. If he/she become your enemy, you will:
Try to talk to her and b frens wib her bak

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be:
I'm irritating?

10. The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is:
Nothing desirable l0lx

11. Your overall impression of him/her is:
Sarcastic?

12. How you think people around you will feel about you:
well in sch mayb will be quiet N anti-social? but well when it is outside i guess i am talkative luhhs :D

13. The characters you love of yourself are:
nothing much? i don't realli undersand myself...

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are:
anti-social, shy, cry easily(ur may not have seen it o.o)

15. The most ideal person you want to be is:
don't realli noe but i guess i onli wann to be more sociable =X

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them:
thanks i realli appreciated it :D

17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you:
1. Keionn
2. Crystal
3. Yuncai
4. Waiteng
5. Chinghan
6. Ruiqi
7. Siling
8. Kristine
9. Weiting
10. Huixian

18. Who is no.6 having relationship with? [Ruiqi]
Hmm...dunno or maybe dun hav?

19. Is no.9 a male or female? [Weiting]
Female of course :)

20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? [Siling & Huixian]
they don't noe each other and they are nortt les :x

o.o no question 21?

22. What is no.2 studying about? [Crystal]
Studying about animes and manga? o.O

23. When was the last time you had a chat with no. 3? [Yuncai]
today, when we are walking bak home :)

24. What kind of music band does no.8 like? [Kristine]
Dunno o.o

25. Does no.1 have any siblings? [Keionn]
2 younger brother

26. Will you woo no.3? [Yuncai]
of course nortt we r best frens wib crystal :D and we r nortt les -.-"

27. How about no.7? [Siling]
nope.. sumone is woo-ing her?

28. Is no.4 single? [Waiteng]
dunno luhhs o.o

29. What is the surname of no.5? [Chinghan]
Lim :)

30. What's the hobby of no.4? [Waiteng]
dunno

31. Does no.5 and 9 get along well? [Chinghan N Weiting]
dunno but they do noe each other during trip to china?

32. Where is no.2 studying at? [Crystal]
same asme YCSS~~~

33. Talk something casually about no.1: [Keionn]
Mad fan on L and bleach xDD


Saturday, August 2, 2008 @ 10:08:00 PM

updating here =P was tagged by crystal to do a quiz xDD
Tagged by Crystal N Chinghan =X
Name 20 people that comes to my mind.
1. Keionn
2. Crystal
3. Chinghan
4. Yuncai
5. Waiteng
6. Kristine
7. Ruiqi
8. Weiting
9. Songning
10. Siling
11. Hongzheng
12.Lithia
13. JingFang
14. Huixian
15. Yongxing
16. Cherlyn
17. Tailing Jie
18. wanying
19. Faith
20. Emily
Some of them are my old old friends. not in contact, or maybe lost contact?
How did I meet (14)? [Huixian]
er… don’t really noe how we meet cox we r siblings luhhs

What would you do if you never meet (1)? [Keionn]
Suicide…l0lx she’s de one who go wib me to recess almost everyday during p6?

What if (9) and (20) are fated? [Songning & Emily]
guess nortt they don’t even noe each other l0lx.…

Will (6) and (17) date? [Kristine & Tailing]
they r nortt les luhhs… N they don’t even noe each other =X

Describe (3). [Chinghan]
lyk wat crystal often say? Fashion wanabe

Is (8) attractive? [Weiting]
yeppx

Describe (7). [Ruiqi]
Like to read manga?

Do you know any of (12)'s family members? [Lithia]
nope… nortt too close wib her =X

What if (18) confess to you he/she likes you? [Wanying]
tis will nv happen! But we r best frens during p5 ^^

What language does (15) speaks? [Yongxing]
English + Chinese?

Who's going out with (9)? [Songning]
Dunno o.o

How old is (16)? [Cherlyn]
Same as me 14 =P

When did you last speak to (13)? [JingFang]
Today...I spoke to her 24hrs everyday ~.~….

What is (2)'s favourite singer? [Crystal]
Lollipop? Nortt too sure le cox she is nortt crazy abt it le xD.

Would you ever date (4)? [Yuncai]
NO l0lx =X we r nortt les….

Will you ever date (17)? [Tailing Jie]
of course nortt we r nortt les… she is my tuition tcher l0lx

Is (19) single? [Faith]
don't know =X we have already lost contact

What is (10)'s last name? [Siling]
Lai.

School of (3)? [Chinghan]
YCSS of course =D

Where does (6) live? [Kristine]
Nortt sure ? o.o

What is your favourite thing of (5)? [Waiteng]
Well don’t really noe cox wer nortt dat close =X

Have you seen (2) naked? [Crystal]
NO! WHY DEHELL WILL I SEE HER
NAKED!@$%#^ She will definitely point at me and shout 变态 ~.~

5 people to do this quiz.
*Keionn
*YunCai(if she had updated her blog =X)
*Huixian
*Weiting
*people who wanns to do de quiz =D

UPDATED!! :D